In many koans we hear, especially after an activity or exchange of words between a teacher and student, that the student then had "a great awakening."
Sometimes the awakening comes after the student is slapped or yelled at by the teacher. Kgogen, while he was sweeping the ground, realized his enlightenment by hearing the sound of a pebble striking bamboo.
We can't predict or plan our awakenings; they seem to come by accident.
(1) From the Zen perspective, we already have Buddha-nature, the awareness of our true self, our awakened self. It's hidden from us by our delusional mind; but it's always near at hand -- a breath away.
(2) From the God perspective, as I posted on February 18th, "God is everything." Conversely, "Everything is God." Realizing this, whatever is revealed comes from within.
It is always near at hand -- a breath away.
Often the word "gate" is used to describe the opening where awakening appears. Anything has the potential to be a gate for us, and this includes Step Four.
Step 4: Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.
Koan: "What if nothing is wrong?"
What if, while you are sitting with this koan, a gate appears ...an awakening? A revelation from your Higher Power.
There's nothing wrong with that, is there?
Bill K.
If you belong to a 12 Step Group, at one time you will hear someone say, "Upon working the steps, one day you will see where the Steps are working you!" The same can be said when you meditate with Zen koans ... a koan can pop into your life when you least expect it, giving you a new perspective on matters. Here we are practicing with koans to see how they can deepen our understanding of the 12 Steps in new and unexpected ways.
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